I lay there with my legs shaking completely entranced in ecstasy.
I felt I was in a space out of time.
A dark primordial hole of pure potential.
It was in this space that I met the cosmic feminine for the first time.
Her presence represented a school of divine wisdom all held within my temple.
As I crawled deeper into myself..
She beckoned me to come forth.
Her words “You are ready.” were not heard but felt softly within my being.
I felt initiated into the mysteries of myself.
It was from then, I began to see who I truly was.
I pondered how clueless I was to this level of depth for so long. I had started recently discovering the power in my sexuality…
… but this.. this was GODDESS-HOOD.
As pleasure continued to pulsate through me each day, my daily life became a series of synchronicities.
However.. this was still only the beginning…
On a September night when the moon was glowing and full like the eyes of an Artic wolf, I received another activation.
Bathing myself in water, programmed with intent, I saw with vast intensity the dimension of the divine feminine.
I sunk into the purity of the water around me at first just enjoying the warmth on my skin. Suddenly, I had the inclination without fully understanding why to close my eyes and listen.
I followed the voice.
I journeyed from my heart space to the center of my womb.
My second third eye.
Within my womb, I saw a magical opal looking realm of pure crystalline energy that was sparkling and abundant.
Spirals within spirals, it appeared to me to be a realm of pure magic.
I saw a crown of flowers being placed upon my head. I realized I had been initiated into the true Garden of Eden and began to drink the fruit of my womb.
I heard within my womb that I am an “embodier” of the feminine mysteries.
I am to feel these connections within my body and bring this knowledge out into the world.
In leaning deeper into her wisdom, I was told our divine gift as a woman is the ability to fully embody pleasure and allow it to flow through us unrestricted.
The Wisdom of our Womb
Channeling my womb has been a journey not only deeper into my self but into the uncertainties of life.
We often find ourselves consumed with the urge to google anything and everything when we are faced with uncertainty.
The magical center within our being that knows and is connected to a larger part of ourselves already knows the answer and is our search engine.
We simply have to put our attention on her and meet with the intention to receive an answer.
It’s in the stillness of this practice that we open ourselves up to our higher nature.
A nature outside of the confusion, distraction, and hustle and bustle of the paradigm we currently are entrenched in.
We enter a cosmic realm of feminine consciousness that is the wise old Crone, Oracle, Shaman, Mother Nature, Virgin, and the Sacred Slut all rolled in one.
We hear the voice of our temple more loud and clear and are able to make decisions from this place.
We are able to access a multidimensional side of our selves that already sees the bigger picture and knows what’s best.
It is here, we are starting to tap into our cosmic nature.
The connection to your true power lies on the other side of you.
You see when you get down to the nitty-gritty of life, you realize all this time you were suffering from “blindspotosis”.
A dis-ease that sucks you into a mental prison of lack, limitation, and societal conditioning. Its a pandemic in and of itself.
How do you know you have this?
1. You see money as a reward ONLY AFTER you have worked yourself to the bone.
2. You do a quick google search and ask your friends, family, and coworkers tirelessly for advice when dealing with a dilemma.
3. You know intuition is real, but you feel fear in trusting it, so you second guess your self only to realize you should have just done what you were called to do in the first place (the oleee hamster wheel effect).
4. You feel shame in being too sexy, so you cover up and make yourself as modest as possible to avoid negative glances, glares, and judgment from others.
5. You feel deeply affected by the opinions of others and let it prevent you from fully expressing yourself at that moment.
Many women suffer from this condition, but simply becoming aware and forcing your self to stop isn’t the most aligned way.
You see because this is not an issue of external factors. It is more an issue of the programming we have consciously or unconsciously taken on and allowed it to dictate the direction of our life.
When you remove the debris, dirt, and trauma we have accumulated throughout our lives, it is us who is still standing there like a phoenix rising out of the ashes.
It is then we realize that to change our outcome, we must rewire our beliefs about life. We must believe there is more… MUCH MORE
As this truth begins to bubble up inside you… a portal to a higher dimension appears.
If you feel the courage of your womb and the inner power of your intuition to step inside, a new world emerges.
A realm magnified with magic, synchronicities, and the juicy gifts of the cosmic feminine that can only be accessed when we truly trust ourselves.
Inside every one of us is a Goddess who is sleeping.
You are already the Goddess but if you feel fear in that level of radiance, you are blocking YOU FROM YOU.
For the last ten years of my life, I have experienced this phenomenon first hand. It was only after I entered my early 30s that I began to see this truth reflected at me like a magnifying glass on a hot day.
I then decided I couldn’t run from myself any longer, I had to come home.
If you are ready to come home to your Goddess hood, I have created a new course “Activate Your Galactic Beauty” that is the culmination of all that I have learned and embodied in the way of the Goddess and tapping into your multidimensional creatrix energy.
If you feel called… I invite you in.
What Happens When You Embody the Cosmic Feminine?
September 16, 2020